Who am I? Well thats meaningless. I'm meaningless. At least right now I am. I'm on a journey to find myself, to lose myself. I never am quite sure which it is. I am 17, still young at heart, dying to grow out of myself. I'm struggling, to say the least, with EDNOS and have had depresion in the past. I'm not sure if I'm depressed now. I'm happier than I have been at anytime in the recent past, but I'm not sure what it feels like to be "happy". I don't know who I am....maybe you could fill me in?

5'11''
HW:190
SW:190
CW:187
GW1:180
 
 
 

Please reblog this if your starting weight was over 200lbs.

healthyalexandria:

I’m looking for some new blogs to follow that started out (or are just starting out) at a similar weight that I began at.
Thanks! 

190?

(Source: watchmelightenup)

 
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