Who am I? Well thats meaningless. I'm meaningless. At least right now I am. I'm on a journey to find myself, to lose myself. I never am quite sure which it is. I am 17, still young at heart, dying to grow out of myself. I'm struggling, to say the least, with EDNOS and have had depresion in the past. I'm not sure if I'm depressed now. I'm happier than I have been at anytime in the recent past, but I'm not sure what it feels like to be "happy". I don't know who I am....maybe you could fill me in?

5'11''
HW:190
SW:190
CW:171
Next GW: 170
GW by Xmas:165
Gw by jan 31:160
Gw by February 28th:155
Gw by prom:140